"I Believe in You!" Archives Index | Subscribe | RSS
<< January30, 2007 - "What's missing?" February06, 2007 - "Something in your eyes" >>

Subject: "Light" - February03, 2007



"I Believe in you!"
A message of Hope...stories from the road.
By Bob Perks
 
************************************************
Hello, my Friend!
 
Make it a great weekend, my friend.
 
Remember Valentine's Day is very close and we have things to give the
love of your life.
 
Bob and Marianne
 
************************************************
 
Perks Pearl of Wisdom
 
"I can see in the dark if I close my eyes and look inside myself.  There I'll find
the Light of God within me."  Bob Perks
 
************************************************
Would you help us, please?
 
It is a mission of the heart completely supported by my
"friends I've never met"...You!
 
We have a great collection of cards, posters, mugs,
shirts, and gifts for your dog, too.
 
Or...Make a  d o n a t i o n  to help support our efforts
to "Touch the world one person at a time."
 
This link will take you to my web page for more information,
shopping, and ways you can help.
 
I humbly thank you in advance...
Love always and all ways,
Bob and Marianne Perks
 
http://www.BobPerks.com
 
 
********************************************
All stories copyright 2007 Bob Perks
Today's message:
"Light"
by Bob Perks
 
I see things most people miss.  I miss things most people see.
 
I guess what I am trying to say is, I pay more attention to the little
things in life and less to the big things.
 
To add a little more confusion to this, I believe life is lived in the details.
 
So, it shouldn't surprise you that I saw my past in the flame of a candle.
 
I was lighting one of those scented candles to freshen the air in the kitchen.
It was dark until I struck a match.  Images danced around the room like shadows
cast from a camp fire.
 
Touching the wick with the lighted match sent a rush through me like small spasms of
electricity.  Memories stored deep inside, popped to the surface one at a time.  This
simple act of lighting a candle suddenly felt like I was participating in
some ancient ritual.  But as I sorted through the images I discovered they were oddly
all connected. 
 
Birthdays.
 
Lighting birthday candles was something I had done many times in the past.  Flashes of
birthday faces, smiling, laughing children suddenly gathered ever so close to this very
moment made me feel like I was celebrating again.  Black and white images of my parents
seated at the kitchen table, younger versions of my brother and his wife, and family members 
who have long since passed on, gave comfort to the fact that I was alone this night.
 
No one was near so I sang the first line to honor them or perhaps I did so in an effort to cling to the
moment.
 
"Happy Birthday to you...Happy Birthday to you..."
 
I leaned closer to the flame and rising suddenly I discovered they were gone.  I did not want waste
this connection, this open portal in time, so I pulled up a chair and sat watching the light.  Even in the
silence, as if I were tuned into an oldies radio station,  I could hear melodies of the past.  I felt the presence
of long ago Christmases , the warm thrill of a romantic rendezvous or two and the treasured, peaceful evenings
of inconvenient power outages when a candle cut through the fear of a passing storm.
 
I can't pinpoint it exactly, but the scent of this very candle made me think of a time when I was indeed afraid.
How uncomfortable that feeling was in the midst of so many fond memories.  Maybe it was a perfume smell
that sadly reminded me of losing someone I loved long ago.
 
Or perhaps it came all too close to the smell of incense burnt in the church as the priest walks slowly around
the casket.
 
"Stop!" I said to myself and in doing so, I was able to remove the darkness from the light.
 
Not one who can throw about Bible verses at will, one slid perfectly into my mind.
 
"And God saw the light, that it was good: and God divided the light from the darkness." 
 
I spent the rest of my time that evening listening to the sound that light makes in my heart and feeling the warmth that
one small candle can add to a cold empty room.
 
Marianne was out of town for two days. This would be the first time we were apart since her cancer.  I was keenly
aware of this and for the first time in my life uncomfortable with being by myself.  Don't think this odd, but I often enjoy
my own company.  That is until the day I thought I might lose her. 
 
Light brings out the truth that darkness tries to hide. 
 
Here's to lighter days and candles yet to burn.
 
  
 
 
"I believe in you!"
Bob
I encourage you to share my stories but I do ask that you keep my name and
contact information with my work.
 
*********************************************
Comments:
Have a comment about today's story?
please write to Bob@BobPerks.com
 
 
 
"I Wish You enough!"
(c)  2001 Bob Perks
 
I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright.
I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more.
I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive.
I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger.
I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting.
I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess.
I wish you enough "Hello's" to get you through the final "Goodbye."








<< January30, 2007 - "What's missing?" February06, 2007 - "Something in your eyes" >>
"I Believe in You!" Archives Index | Subscribe | RSS
Google
 
Web http://archives.zinester.com
Archives powered by Zinester's Mailing List Service
Details on "I Believe in You!"
Browse for more newsletters at Zinester's Ezine Directory
Managed by Zinester's Mailing List Management