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"Miss! Over here!"
"Waitress, could you check on my order?"
"Could you bring the baby some more milk?"
I
sighed and pushed the hair back from my eyes. That
gray February lunch hour found the restaurant where
I worked packed with people anxious to escape the
snow turned to rain. There was even a large
standing crowd waiting for tables. I was already
exhausted, I had a splitting headache and it wasn't
even 12:30! How was I ever going to make it through
the day?
I'd been plenty grateful to get this job the year
before. As a suddenly single mom with two small
children to support and little in the way of
education or skills, it had been a godsend to be
hired by a better-than-average restaurant close to a
famous hospital in our city.
As
the "new kid" at the restaurant, I had been started
off with the worst station, a small room at the back
of the building. It was a long way from the front
entrance and equally far from the kitchen, so
service there was unavoidably slower than in the
front dining area. The room held two large tables
and several tiny ones by the windows. As a rule,
most of the customers exiled to the back were either
single women dining alone or large families with
children who were expected to be loud and demanding.
After nearly two years and several new hirees, I was
still "stuck" with the back room. Usually I didn't
mind. The view from "my" windows revealed a steep
ravine, heavily wooded on both sides, which cradled
a small stream at the bottom. It was a surprisingly
beautiful spot to find hidden away in a large city.
With that view, I could relax during off hours and
find a moment of peace.
But today was one of those days when I longed for
one of the front stations. Although I was pushing
myself to keep up with the demand, I was steadily
losing ground because of the hazard of getting
through the mob between my tables and the kitchen.
This was made more difficult by the fact that both
my large tables were filled to overflowing with
extra chairs and high chairs that blocked the
aisles.
I
stopped for a moment and glanced around to see what
were the most urgent of the many things demanding my
attention.
That's when I saw her. She was seated at the
farthest table, jammed into a corner, her enjoyment
of the view hampered by the unappetizing remains of
someone else's meal in front of her. She appeared
to be about 70 years old, with white hair, a deeply
lined face, and hands that testified to a lifetime
of hard work. She wore an old-fashioned navy straw
hat, and a cotton housedress under a shabby brown
coat that appeared inadequate for the weather. She
sat quietly, with an air of dejection and an
expression of terrible sadness.
I
hurried over, and as I cleared the table, I began a
monologue - scolding the hostess for not telling me
the woman was waiting and complaining about the
busboy for not clearing the table. "He'll get no
dessert tonight for that kind of work!" I added.
She smiled to tell me she knew I was joking, but the
smile did not reach her eyes.
"It's all right," she said. "I live on a farm and
out that window it almost looks like home."
"I'd love to live in a pretty place, too," I said,
but she was not interested in continuing the
conversation.
All she had ordered was a cup of tea. I made sure
her tea was hot, and told her I hoped she'd come
back when we weren't so busy. Then the voices
around me called for my attention:
"Waitress! Where is my coffee?"
"Over here! It's been 20 minutes since we ordered!"
And I was back on the treadmill, even farther
behind.
When I looked over again, the old woman was gone. I
couldn't help but wonder what had made her so
terribly sad.
A
few moments later I heard my name called and I
looked up to see her pushing her way through the
crowded aisles. "I have something for you," she
said, and she held out her hand. I put down the
plates I was carrying and dried my hands so she
could give me a dime.
She didn't know that most waitresses here laughed at
people who left only small change for a tip. Then I
thought about how far she had to come, pushing her
way through the crowd just to give me her money, and
how she probably couldn't afford even that little
bit.
I
smiled and said, "You really didn't have to do
that."
She answered, "I know it isn't much, but you went
out of your way to be nice to me. I just wanted you
to know that I appreciated it."
Somehow my simple "thank you" didn't seem adequate,
so I added, "and God bless you."
Her response was sudden and unexpected. She grabbed
my hand and started to cry.
"Thank you, Lord," she sobbed. "You knew how much I
needed to know there was another Christian nearby."
Leaving the dishes where they sat, I led her to a
chair and said, "Tell me what is wrong, and if there
is any way I can help."
She shook her head and answered in a rush. "There
is nothing anybody can do. I brought my husband
here for an operation. They thought it was a hernia
but now they tell me he has cancer and I don't know
if he will survive the operation. He is 72 and we
have been married over 50 years. I don't know
anyone here to talk to and the city feels like such
a cold and unfriendly place. I tried to pray over
it but I couldn't seem to find God anywhere around
here."
She managed to stop crying. "I almost didn't come
in here because it looked so expensive. But I just
had to get out of the hospital for a while. When I
was looking out the window in back, I tried praying
again. I asked Jesus to show me just one other
Christian so I would know I wasn't alone and that he
was listening."
Still holding her hand I said, "Tell me your
husband's name and I will pray for both of you every
day for a week."
She smiled and responded, "Please do. His name is
Henry."
With that she stood up and left. I went back to
work with renewed energy. Somehow I didn't feel
tired any more. For some reason, none of my other
customers complained about the delay. I knew that
God had conspired that the two of us meet and help
each other. I was happy to offer her my prayers.
And I hoped she knew she'd given me far more than 10
cents.
It
was suddenly an absolutely beautiful day.
Reprinted by permission of Jeanne Morris (c) 1997
from Chicken Soup for the Christian Soul by Jack
Canfield, Mark Victor Hansen, Patty Aubery and Nancy
Mitchell. In order to protect the rights of the
copyright holder, no portion of this publication may
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