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Subject: Hearts and Humor - I Don't Want To Let Go - June04, 2006



   Hi, my friends!

    I pray your weekend is wonderful.

Thank you all for the wonderful comments on my story,

"The Happiest Day Of My Life." It is my personal favorite.

I have added a lot of the comments below.

    Today I wrote a sequel to the story, "I Just Want To Hold

You." I hope I don't bore you with my words of love for Ginny.

I'm sorry, but I just can't help writing about it.


Enjoy!



                   I Don't Want to Let Go

    The alarm clock rings again. For the fourth time, I roll
   
and slap the snooze button. My eyes open and see its 6:00 AM.

I need to go to work. My body stiffens with disappointment. I

have to get up. In my mind I think, "No! I don't want to leave

her. I don't want to let go!"


    The sun rises; the sky grows brighter; the birds begin to
   
sing; and we're slowly roused from sleep. I have a leg thrown

over Ginny's. She has an arm draped over me. The morning sun

warms the room. We get hot and roll away, but always, we keep

our hands or feet in contact.


    Without body contact, we get cold again. We roll to each
   
other once more. I'm against her back - one arm under and one

arm over. My leg stretches out and over hers. The warmth once

again comforts us.


    Our body heat becomes too much. I roll to the other side.

In a few minutes she rolls and snuggles my back. Her hand rests

on my shoulder. I instinctively reach up and hold it.


    The alarm rings again. My free hand slaps the snooze button.
   
I roll back to her - holding her. I smell her hair and feel her

skin against mine. I don't want to let go.


    It's  always the same: we sleep and touch. I feel empty unless
   
I am touching her. I have a work to face, but I don't want to let

go. I want to hold her forever. I hit the snooze button again and

roll back to her, as if I am drawing strength from her to get me

through the day, until I can be home and in her arms again.


    We begin each day draped over each other. I feel her love and
   
she feels mine. I don't want to let go.


    I never want to let go.

Michael T. Smith

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I also make it a apoint to respond to everyone of them.
   
    Send them to mtsmith@qwestonline.com
   
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Comments from last week.

What a neat story!!!!   Perfect to end my day at the computer

with a big smile and a thought as to how I might become a clown

(if I'm not already one).   :o)   Thanks for being you and

sharing you in such a beautiful way.

Evegene

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In Response to my story "A Gift Of Life" which appeared

in Heartwarmers.com this week.

http://archive.mail-list.com/heartwarmers/msg01310.html



Michael,

You have done it again. That is a beautiful story. You have

a wonderful way with words. I truly enjoy every story you

write but some of them really get to a person, this is one

of those. Thank you so much for sharing your stories.

Patricia

***********

Thank you so much for sharing the wonderful story about

when your daughter was born. She is very lucky to have

you as a father. You sound like you appreciate the great

miracle of life that our children give to us.
 
I really like the way you took the time to make others

happy when you knew that they were in pain. It was very

brave of you to risk your lively hood when it was so

hard to get jobs back then. Good Job.
 
Terri

**************

 
Dear Michael

Congratulations first of all on your daughter's 21st

birthday and a reminder of how special she is and the

story linked to her arrival. Secondly, congratulations

on your and Ginny's anniversary. The love that you show

each other is just so radiating and shines through my

PC. I so wish that my wish, like the one Ginny had in

her message to you, would one day come true just as

hers came true; she found a special soul mate.

   I didn't have to read your letter to know which one

you're referring to, and just the thought of how the

story went, I got goose bumps allover again. I just

knew. It had to be this one! I love that story and

it's still clearly etched in my mind since I read it

the first time, and that's when I joined your friendship

group. I also shared this story with many of my friends!

You so inspired me with this wonderful story. If not

already so, this story will one day be the best story

the world has known.



Michael, you're a wonderful person, I just know that

because of the way you write and your personality just

shines through everything you do and say. Keep it up

and thanks again for little wonders and great people.

Love from South Africa
Maria

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Rachel from Spain has a wonderful story of her own.

Mike

How I love your story - I am sitting here with tears

rolling down my cheeks.  My job is a sacred clown.  I

resonate so completely with your intention to bring

joy - especially in places where people are unhappy or

stressed, or in pain.  And I love the way you did it for

people on the bus whom you didn't know, regardless of

their reaction - and how eventually over time the

magic worked .  This is what I do - in old people's homes,

in hospitals, in prison - clowning all over to bring people

joy.  I remember two years ago on Christmas Day, instead

of doing a show in hospital I decided to go and dress up

on the street at a market, where the stall holders were

all acting as if it was just another day - all lonely and

sad in their own way but pretending not to be.  I wore a

red and green sparkly skirt, covered myself with tinsel

and reindeer antlers with bells on and my red nose.  My

little dog had her red ruff on and I had a huge drum

decorated red and green with tinsel and glitter with a

sign saying "SMILE !"   I parked myself and my dog by

a sign which said "NO DOGS ALLOWED".  Then I spent the

day giving out handmade angel cards - Christmas cards

with special angel messages - like "Happiness", "Compassion"

and "Joy" ...   There was one card with the word  

"Forgiveness" on it.  Right at the end of the day after

many surprised and grateful people had laughed at my

silliness and thanked me for their Christmas cards, a

couple came to me.  They received the card no one else

had wanted - "Forgiveness".  I only had a few left by then.  

I asked if they would prefer something less challenging.  

The man said no it was perfect.  He then turned to his

partner and looking softly at her said "Please forgive

me".   She started crying - it was such a tender moment.  

There is magic and joy and beauty and so much love in

the clown's heart - and it can live in us all as you

know and as your story and mine show.

Many many red nose blessings from Spain,

and love from Rachel










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