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Nov 25, 2005? 

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Today's Queue Stories
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? I REMEMBER HIM TOO

Sharon Bryant

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Today is the day it starts....the heart tugs.?  Tomorrow I will be baking pies, putting a turkey in the oven late at night, making cookies, because of the other one who will be coming over for dinner.

God, how I miss him.

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He was wearing the cute little blue suit my mom had bought him the year he was three-years-old.?  How proud of his bow tie he was!?  I have a photo of him standing by the couch smiling.?  Everyone was grinning at the grown little man that year.

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I remember that last Thanksgiving.?  We went to my mom's house.?  His little eyes took in all the goodies on the table.?  I remember he ate so much that day he told me his pants were "tight."?  I laughed and told him he'd be back to normal the next day.

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He's been gone now for 28 years.?  As always, my dad will remember him and say, "I can't believe it's been this long."?  I will get choked?  up as I always do when dad brings up his name.?  He was named after my dad.?  He was the first grandchild in my family.?  And how proud dad was when I told him what his name was the day he was born.?  The smile that showed on my dad's face was priceless.?  A little tiny boy named after his grandpa.

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Mom spoiled him.?  She snuck him candy behind my back.?  I'd scold her but she'd say, "Hey, this is the only grandchild I have, let me do this once in a while."?  He'd be hiding behind her legs, those little eyes looking up at me as though saying, "Grandma will protect me!"

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I will receive a call on Thanksgiving from the third one.?  The one who was adopted two years after he left.?  She will wish me a Happy Thanksgiving and we will chat about her job, her new boyfriend, and how she's doing.

She knows about the heart tugs.?  She told me just a few years ago that she knows it's hard.?  She told me she's seen what it has done to me and my heart.? 

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The other one will be coming over for dinner on Thanksgiving.? ?  I will look at him as I always do and find the resemblance between both sons.?  I will wonder as I always do, would he be that tall??  Would he have any children of his own and make me a grandma??  I will be happy that one of my son's is here with me, but my heart will ache for the one who never lived long enough to share more than five years? with me.

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As long as I live, I will remember in his short life what he gave me.?  I will remember a love that death cannot take away from me.?  I will remember what it felt like when those tiny arms wrapped around my neck.

Somehow I will get through the day with all the memories tugging at my heart.?  If I have a tear sliding down my face, I will fake it as I always do and everyone will think it is the pepper, or an onion, which I use as an excuse for my watery eyes.?  Sometimes I think they know the truth.?  Sometimes I think it's just too hard for them to say, "I remember him too."

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For those who have lost a loved one, may you find this Thanksgiving a gentle one.?  May your memories touch your heart as mine do me.

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Sharon Bryant

1946@bellsouth.net

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Ameasha Brown

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? ?  The description I am about to relate to you is neither true nor physical. Though I wish it were! I don??™t often night dream, but this one night, many years ago, I truly did. I was walking through this very lonely, barren wasteland. The ground was cracked and dry and there was tumble weed laying about, unmoving. There was not so much as a whisper of breeze present. I just stood there gaping. I tried to think of my situation, when panic struck. My legs became weak and I began to tremble. Suddenly I started running, but I didn??™t know to where, I just ran. All at once darkness fell. The moon was pallid and hardly shone light enough for me to follow. Then what seemed like several minutes, day light returned, and I was very confused and frightened. I stopped running and looked about me so I could get some bearings on my directions. It seemed as if I had ran nowhere . Everything looked exactly the same. I knelt down, and with my head in my hands, I wept. When I raised my head, I saw the shape of the Goddess laying majestically against the sky. As I walked closer, I can??™t emphasize the feeling of calm and felicity I was feeling. It was as though I had a rendezvous at this place and it hand a meaning.

? ?  I came upon an old adobe building and with those types of buildings the walls were thick; the interior and exterior plaster surfaces were separated by a good two feet of sun dried bricks of earth and straw. The construction provided such efficient insulation that the building would require no air-conditioning, and only minimal heating in the cold. This I discovered was a old mission. The small room was a rectangular box with rounded corners - except its face. There was green foliage all around, with beautiful flowers growing everywhere. Out of the flowers, I made a small festoon and placed it on my head. This magically place was a sanctuary, and it gave me great peace! The front wall extended above the flat roof, which was made into a parapet. As I stepped onto the balcony, I saw such a breathtakingly view. The steps narrowed like a stile and on top of this, a Celtic Cross. From a distance, the cross dominated the building, but as I came closer, my eyes shifted to the massive hand - carved double doors held in place by huge wrought iron hinges. I was thinking, such doors where commonplace at the time the mission was built, but today they would cost thousands of dollars - if they could be obtained at all. There was such a serenity all around me and it calmed my very being.

? ?  When I woke I could not believe that it was only a dream, it was so vivid. I figured the dream had a meaning and was trying to tell me something. Finally, I grasped what it meant. No matter how low or negative you feel, or how depressed you are, there is always someone or something beautiful and innocent to wake up the hope that was so far buried within you. I had such a tenacious feeling about that place, that I often wish I could dream that dream again.

Ameasha Brown? 

kittcat1952@hotmail.com

Greetings. My name is Ameasha Brown and I live in Southwestern Ontario, Canada. I have lived in the country along the Nith River for over twenty-five years where my husband and I have raised our three children. My passion is to become an author and I hope to publish a book in the near future. I have published articles with several ezines, I have three books in progress, a children's play in progress, and I am also a writer and team member with Celtic Sorcery Productions celtic_sorcery@optusnet.com.au.

? Other services that I offer is Dream Interpretation Readings and I also prepare Numerology Charts. You can find more information by visiting my site http://www.freewebs.com/ameashabrown/

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Teachers of Biblical Times

Joyce C. Lock

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? ? ? ?  Thus saith the Lord, Stand ye in the ways, and see, and ask for the old paths, where is the good way, and walk therein, and ye shall find rest for your souls.?  But they said, We will not walk therein.

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Sometimes, Teachers, of Biblical Times,
Had to Learn Things the Hard Way.

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Some taught prophetically ...

? ? ? ?  Thus saith the Lord God; Woe unto the foolish prophets, that follow their own spirit, and have seen nothing!

? ? ? ?  The prophets prophesy falsely, and the priests bear rule by their means; and my people love to have it so: and what will ye do in the end thereof??  The prophets prophesy lies in my name: I sent them not, neither have I commanded them, neither spake unto them: they prophesy unto you a false vision and divination, and a thing of nought, and the deceit of their heart.

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? ? ? ?  I have not sent these prophets, yet they ran: I have not spoken to them, yet they prophesied.?  Behold, I am against them that prophesy false dreams, saith the Lord, and do tell them, and cause my people to err by their lies, and by their lightness; yet I sent them not, nor commanded them: therefore they shall not profit this people at all, saith the Lord.?  For they prophesy falsely unto you in my name: I have not sent them, saith the LORD.

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? ? ? ?  Thy prophets have seen vain and foolish things for thee: and they have not discovered thine iniquity, to turn away thy captivity; but have seen for thee false burdens and causes of banishment.

? ? ? ?  Beware of false prophets, which come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ravening wolves ... wolves ravening the prey, to shed blood, and to destroy souls, to get dishonest gain.?  Beloved, believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God: because many false prophets are gone out into the world.

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Some taught legally ...

? ? ? ?  And I was afraid, and went and hid thy talent in the earth: lo, there thou hast that is thine.?  For this they willingly are ignorant of, that by the word of God the heavens were of old, and the earth standing out of the water and in the water.?  Woe unto you, lawyers! for ye have taken away the key of knowledge: ye entered not in yourselves, and them that were entering in ye hindered.?  But even unto this day, when Moses is read, the vail is upon their heart.

? ? ? ?  I speak to your shame.?  Is it so, that there is not a wise man among you??  no, not one that shall be able to judge between his brethren??  But brother goeth to law with brother, and that before the unbelievers.?  Out of the same mouth proceedeth blessing and cursing.?  My brethren, these things ought not so to be.

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Some were fed spiritual things, but kept it to themselves.

? ? ? ?  As I live, saith the Lord God, surely because my flock became a prey, and my flock became meat to every beast of the field, because there was no shepherd, neither did my shepherds search for my flock, but the shepherds fed themselves, and fed not my flock; Therefore, O ye shepherds, hear the word of the Lord ...

? ? ? ?  And strangers shall stand and feed your flocks, and the sons of the alien shall be your plowmen and your vinedressers.?  And I will give you pastors according to mine heart, which shall feed you with knowledge and understanding.?  For the wrath of God is revealed from heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men, who hold the truth in unrighteousness; Because that which may be known of God is manifest in them; for God hath shewed it unto them.

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Some taught others, but didn't apply it to themselves.

? ? ?  ? Thou therefore which teachest another, teachest thou not thyself?

? ? ? ?  Traitors, heady, highminded, lovers of pleasures more than lovers of God; Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof.?  The husbandman that laboureth must be first partaker of the fruits.

? ? ? ?  Thou that preachest a man should not steal, dost thou steal?

? ? ? ?  Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that entereth not by the door into the sheepfold, but climbeth up some other way, the same is a thief and a robber.?  But he that is an hireling, and not the shepherd, whose own the sheep are not, seeth the wolf coming, and leaveth the sheep, and fleeth: and the wolf catcheth them, and scattereth the sheep.?  The hireling fleeth, because he is an hireling, and careth not for the sheep.

? ? ? ?  Thou that sayest a man should not commit adultery, dost thou commit adultery?
But as a wife that committeth adultery, which taketh strangers instead of her husband ... For thy Maker is thine husband; the Lord of hosts is his name; and thy Redeemer the Holy One of Israel; The God of the whole earth shall he be called.

? ? ? ?  For they loved the praise of men more than the praise of God.?  Thus were they defiled with their own works, and went a whoring with their own inventions.?  Except the LORD build the house, they labour in vain that build it: except the LORD keep the city, the watchman waketh but in vain.

? ? ? ?  Thou that abhorrest idols, dost thou commit sacrilege?? 

? ? ? ?  Is it not written in your law, I said, Ye are gods??  For great is the Lord, and greatly to be praised: he also is to be feared above all gods.?  And yet they would not hearken unto their judges, but they went a whoring after other gods, and bowed themselves unto them: they turned quickly out of the way which their fathers walked in, obeying the commandments of the LORD; but they did not so.

? ? ? ?  Thou shalt have no other gods before me.

? ? ? ?  Now as touching things offered unto idols, we know that we all have knowledge.?  Knowledge puffeth up, but charity edifieth.?  And if any man think that he knoweth any thing, he knoweth nothing yet as he ought to know.

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Each were destined to fail ...

? ? ? ?  But the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God: for they are foolishness unto him: neither can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned.

? ? ? ?  Let no man deceive himself.?  If any man among you seemeth to be wise in this world, let him become a fool, that he may be wise.?  For the wisdom of this world is foolishness with God.?  For it is written, He taketh the wise in their own craftiness.?  And again, The Lord knoweth the thoughts of the wise, that they are vain.?  Therefore let no man glory in men.?  For all things are yours.

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Each had missed an important ingredient in their teaching ...

? ? ? ?  Take heed therefore unto yourselves, and to all the flock, over the which the Holy Ghost hath made you overseers, to feed the church(es) of God, which he hath purchased with his own blood.?  Which things also we speak, not in the words which man's wisdom teacheth, but which the Holy Ghost teacheth; comparing spiritual things with spiritual.

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Some chose a path of resistance and found success.

? ? ? ?  In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.

? ? ? ?  For do I now persuade men, or God??  or do I seek to please men??  for if I yet pleased men, I should not be the servant of Christ.?  But I certify you, brethren, that the gospel which was preached of me is not after man.?  For I neither received it of man, neither was I taught it, but by the revelation of Jesus Christ.

? ? ? ?  But as then he that was born after the flesh persecuted him that was born after the Spirit, even so it is now.

? ? ? ?  For the prophecy came not in old time by the will of man: but holy men of God spake as they were moved by the Holy Ghost.?  But he is a Jew, which is one inwardly; and circumcision is that of the heart, in the spirit, and not in the letter; whose praise is not of men, but of God.

? ? ? ?  For the kingdom of God is not meat and drink; but righteousness, and peace, and joy in the Holy Ghost.?  For he that in these things serveth Christ is acceptable to God, and approved of men.?  Let us therefore follow after the things which make for peace, and things wherewith one may edify another.

? ? ? ?  Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.?  And have put on the new man, which is renewed in knowledge after the image of him that created him.?  For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus.?  But the anointing which ye have received of him abideth in you, and ye need not that any man teach you: but as the same anointing teacheth you of all things, and is truth, and is no lie, and even as it hath taught you, ye shall abide in him.

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? ? ? ?  This is my commandment, That ye love one another, as I have loved you.?  As every man hath received the gift, even so minister the same one to another, as good stewards of the manifold grace of God.?  If any man speak, let him speak as the oracles of God; if any man minister, let him do it as of the ability which God giveth: that God in all things may be glorified through Jesus Christ, to whom be praise and dominion for ever and ever.?  Amen.

? ? ? ?  Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away.

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?© by Joyce C. Lock
http://our.homewithgod.com/heavenlyinspirations/

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Writers Feedback

Carol, your story is overwhelming, you have had so much to deal with throughout your life.?  A kaleidoscope of emotional issues.?  Your pain will cease in time when your sister is at peace.?  Thank God for the focus of your writing.?  My thoughts are with you,?  Gabrielle.

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"The Day John F. Kennedy Died" by Debra Shiveley was a very enjoyable read.?  Vivid impressions of that terrible day non of us are likely to forget.? ? ? ?  Gabrielle Morgan.

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Joe Walker??™s Story: Many thanks!.?  We are inclined to forget these important facts in a year that it is difficult for so many to be thankful. ? ? 

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? SENIOR WRITERS

Chief Writer: Sharon Bryant

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Jacobson, Gary;? Kiser, Roger Dean; Kerens, Claudia; Jenkins, Pamela;

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Walker, Bill; Walker, Joe;? Warner, Gorden K; Walsh, Sue

Weymouth, Barbara; Whirity, Kathy;? White, Robert;

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